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it's time to say goodbye the loneliness of nights alone the search for strength to carry on my every hope has seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry guess it's time to say goodbye. my end is near hold back your tears for i must go the angels are calling it's time to say goodbye. thought of the day---> "it's really time to say goodbye!" take me take me with you take me to where i should belong. for i am suffering here while no one ever understands. seemed like thousands of needles inflicted thru my fragile heart, tears of fresh red trickling. y do i feel so much misery anguish, distress n agony. plz torment mi no more i beg u. i can't stand n i can't take it anymore. for the last time, i hope u'll ever remember mi n i'll be grateful just that. i noe i'll be happier up there with my good old fren. thought of the day---> "frenz we may seem, strangers we really are!" how can i sing when the words have run dry how can i smile when with a tear in my eye summer's so lost with raining in june that's how it feels when i'm missing you thought of the day---> "can i guide u the way?" take my hand when you feel all alone turn to me when you need someone to lean on cause i will always be there for you! thought of the day---> "if u wish hard enough, it will come true!" i began the treacherous journey. i had a mission and i noe i could not fail it, i wouldn't noe wad the consequences r if i dun perform. my mind says i can do it..but my body otherwise. i had to pluck up my courage for this. peering thru the window of my transport..my mind began wandering, totaly lost in my own world. and soon enuff..i reached my destination. it does not end here! the place was high..very high up. i was suppossed to make my way up. a long journey u could say. but still i made it! looking around the place..i wanted to familiarise myself with the surroundings before i make any move. any wrong move could be disastrous! i made sure nobody's ard but i was wrong. there was indeed a stranger nearby. i was afraid..i was nervous..i was..i was.. almost immediately, my instinct tells mi i should run. this stranger was making mi uncomfortable. i moved quickly out of the surrounding..waiting for the next opportunity. feeling that the time was right..i proceeded. now making sure there was realli no one now. slowly but steadily..i made my move. each step with more confidence than before. i was anxious yet excited, seeing that my mission was almost completed. bending down n carefully placing the object in its rightful place, afraid of being seen. stealthily..i made my way out. however..i heard a sound.followed by some footsteps. oh dear! i can't be seen. im the man of mystery. i ran..and ran..and ran to the other side, peering thru the corridor at the corner of my eye. i see no one...but to play safe, i had to be on my guard. i left the building unharmed and safely...still looking back at times to check for any suspicious characters lurking behind mi. at there..i could say i completed my mission at last! mission 2 the task here was much simpler, not so complicated and not so tedious. but the journey was long..under the scorching hot sun, beads of presperation trickled down my face. i had no choice but to use my sleeves to wipe them off. my eyes transfixed on the target..without letting out of sight. getting there was not easy...there were many hilly slopes n im afraid i might slip anytime. along the way, i saw some foreign people. they stared at mi as i walked by. i tried not to be bothered with them and continued to make my way. i checked the time, couldn't believe that i made it so quickly with ease. checking for any suspicious characters nearby, before i made my move. to be sure this time i went all the way to the top before slowly coming down to my destination. the place was quiet at this point of time n noone ard. there came a gust of chilly wind that smacked right into my face, leaving mi with goosebumps. i knew n i understood...i musn't stay too long. i did wad i should do. quietly, i left the place... mission accomplished once again! the time has come. once again its been a year. and tmr is the day of love. my my i'm still alone. where's she i still dunno. har har wad hav i done. nothing boy that's where went wrong. i flutter when i get to see her even if juz awhile. i sigh when there's no one beside mi hoping for her to come quickly. i despair when there's someone beside her n it's not mi. i cry when i think back of all the memories. i fail when i haven done anything n that's where i failed. to all u guys out there..HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! hav fun n enjoy this special occassion wif your loved ones. guess i'll b alone yet again... forever love i just want to use my whole life to love you. from now on you will be my everything the reason being happiness. |
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