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ni shang tou le wo de xin!
thought of the day---> "y do i always keep falling?" and it was a beautiful one. it reminds me of how good the old times were. u were leaning against my strong meaty shoulders n i was just holding n touching u stroking n caressing with every moment of my hand. the scene was heart-warming n i felt so much being loved. i had dream of u the previous time n it was quite some time ago think it shld hav been almost a yr. we were holding hands n walking guess where we were going?? to the S11 hawker centre at amk. my heart fluttered wif everystep i took held your hand tightly for fear of letting u go. i was so much in heaven. dreams r so much far frm reality n i noe that all these could nv happen. but who cares?? dreaming is juz good enough for mi. even though in real life, its juz impossible but in my dreams, anything can happen! *shh! do not disturb, back to lala land once again* thought of the day---> "how i wish the dreams were true!" n they r here to stay. is this a hint a hint for me to leave? i dun wan to leave this world with regrets. i have many things not done. as i lay on the bed with a hand on my tummy and the other on my chest the excruciating pain became unbearable. y let mi suffer all this shit death is a better choice in this case. i began thinking of the many ppl i gonna miss if i'm gone. imangine seeing the sadness and the tears on your face i wldn't bear to leave u either. i promise if i'll ever leave i'd tell u how much i've liked u before i say my last goodbye. with only a simple wish on my deathbed that for u to kiss mi gently on my lips that's all i'm hoping before i'm forever gone. thought of the day---> "thnx js, for your kind understanding!" |
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