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it really felt kinda awkward after not seeing one another for so long. actually awkward is not a right word in this case feeling alone n left out is. the time which we met were juz like the first day of sch. where i was quiet n shy while the rest were happily chatting away wif their new found frens. no frens no nothing that is the feeling i get. but but but but but i guess it juz gt abit better along the way coz i noe i will not be forgotten it's juz that i think i am. ----------------------------------------------------------------- no worries peeps...if u r looking at my blog, u r safe. coz it's not u im refering. smiles =) many things filled her mind but there was one thing that was troubling her the most. and juz suddenly a tear trickled down the face of the princcess eye. she began thinking of her beloved who was fighting a battle, a battle for the kingdom and for the princess. her knight in shining amour promised he would return, and return victorious. but till now, he has yet to come home. the reason y she is still living, is because she lives for her man. the princess believes that someday her man would return. no matter what, she'll be waiting n longing for that day to come. juz as the princess was wiping her tears, i was wiping mine as well. nasi lemak at its best! the succulent piece of chicken wing makes me drool all over. fcuking belacan chilli was hungry too it wanted a piece of my shirt. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH the smell is too strong stay away from me now! Happy Bird-day to Ban Ban!! u r handsome, but i am handsomer u r cute, but i am am cuter however, i lose u in something i am tall, but u r taller! lol anyway happy bird-day once again!!!! see u in 9hrs 26min 18sec time... i'm sorry i didn't mean to call you. no matter what they do deep inside me i feel like i'm dying. is this meant to be, only love can say. you're tellin me you're so confused, and as i hold your body near i see an angel in disguise, i guess i was weak and couldn't even hide it. you can't make up your mind, but i believe for you and me in a world where anything goes no matter what the ending my life began with you. no matter what they call us, what we believe is true the sun will shine one day we'll find our own way back, that's something only love can do. a media for disguise, blabbers n backstabbing. that's wad i dun like bout it they think tt they won't be found out they think tt nobody's gonna noe they think tt they've gt it covered. but they're wrong. bitching's fine but dun let the person u bitch abt find out if not, u're not a successful bitcher. i'm sure everyone bitches around be it me or u, but u're stupid if u gt caught. c'mon let's tok abt things man if u're unhappy juz say it out everyone sit down discuss n sort things out. dun pretend to be my fren in disguise and den say things behind my back. some ppl stil dun get it, they bitch on anything n everything. remember, the ppl u bitch abt are ur frenz once ur frenz or nv treated them as frenz b4. tsk tsk tsk i loathe these kind of ppl. wad were u thinking?? not that actor thomas ng it's our very own lecturer thomas ng meng heng! (oops! im not suppossed to say his english name. but who cares.) NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! i think i gonna have nightmares tonight. they really look damn alike wonder if they r brothers or smth but the guy i saw was a younger n slimmer version. hur hur hur. the geeky specs r the same. the shape of the face also the same. the features even more alike, with the famous thick eyebrows. the hairstyle also looks similar, with a failed curry-pok hair. gave me a scare when he suddenly look up at me GHOST AR!!! come to think of it, i kinda miss him...teaching in class. saying all lots of stupid n funny things which i think he doesn't know wad he's toking abt. the only thing is tt only i laugh at his 'so-called' jokes while the class wld b wondering, "funny meh?". the most infamous 'joke' wld be the "jam n hop". what is "jam n hop"?, "jam n hop" is when it's so crowded it jams n tt u can only hop ard. WTF man! he's one hell of a funny guy. i was laughing the loudest (susan also lose me!) oh man..! i seriously miss thomas but i'm not gay. i miss someone else more. all those who know..."shhhhh!" all those who dunno... also "shhhh!". why the hell am i typing all these..i also dunno. im juz bored at work... dun mind me ya? :) ps: woohoo! i saw a pretty cute ger on the bus today. maybe i sld consider taking the public transport to work every day! *ti-ko face* to hear ur voice once again. it came as a total surprise tot u had long forgotten abt it. even though it was short the fact that u called really made my day alot. thank you! ----------------------------------------------------------------- i finally got to eat ice-cream mooncake from swensens today. some kind soul from office gave it to us. mine was the cappuccino cookies flavour. it was fantastic! :p i was really happy yesterday..coz my wish came true! happy birthday to me happy birthday to meeeeeeeeee... happy birthday to me! not 1 day i didn't think of you. i've been wondering lately how have u been these few days or weeks. even just a simple "how are u?" could be just so difficult for me. the words are simple but to take the action is tough and i dunno wad's holding me back. sometimes when i say smth somehow or rather those things will never happen, i'm sad to say i've disappointed u. there's this sense of fear in me sense of rejection i guess. nevertheless, it was great knowing you, already for 1 year minus 1 day, and i've no regrets. ___________________________________________________ my only wish is that...you'll remember the day and date we first met. i would be happy if you did, coz it's of great significance to me. never in my life will i ever forget that special day. even though i didn't say it, you mean alot to me. i don't even know whether you would come across my entry. but this is my truest feelings. *eyes swell* *a tear trickles* -God and Devil's creation, love's rejection- it's gonna be a yr soon. u noe wad day is it? i hope u'll remember coz i did. i can still recall on that very faithful day it was on a very special occasion that i met u for the very first time. i really felt that u r 'THE ONE!' u were somehow very special n unique especially your smile, it never fails to melt my heart. i can say i was attracted to u at first sight. but i didn't know where to start, when to start, or how to start in the first place. i think that's where i lost it. no matter wad all the wonderful times we had will be kept in my memory as for you you will be kept in my heart. |
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