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threw live grenade. balls can shrink. but mine didn't! nervous scared and excited. all at the same time. the impact was so great. can feel the vibration thru the wall. it's a once in a lifetime experience. that i've lost touch with the outside world. all my frens are having their own lives. while i am in camp. am i the forgotten? weekends are the only free time. to catch up with frens. to talk cock have fun. but sometimes they have their own plans. leaving me alone. do they know that how much i miss them. how much i yearn for their company. i guess they don't know. was really tough. combat ration was terrible ate biscuits for all meals. must dig holes to shit, only did it once in 6 days. imagine all the nasty things that can happen. way way different from out normal lives. at last i survived it. at the last day, there was a battle inoculation course. the sun did not spare us i crawled till my elbows were cut and peeling. n it's hurting right now. i felt like giving up. but i thought of the picture in my cupboard. i must do it! and i did. taking the tunnel truck back to camp, my mates all singing cheers n songs. we were all glad it's over. very emotional time for me. i thought of all my loved ones at this point. my family my friends. they were the ppl that kept me going. a man's tears were rolling. it is a heartpain to know that your good friends forget you? hope i can go thru it! you gave me inspiration to carry on- the picture on my cupboard you always make my heart skip a beat it feels like i'm in heaven. my eyes transfixed looking at your angelic face. your smile is not just a normal smile it means the world to me. how i wish the day would come so i can see u again. 1 month into bmt. 11 more weeks to go. |
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