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Thursday, October 27, 2005

do u noe you really made my day? even though it may be a small and insignificant thing, it really meant alot to me.

how i wish i was the one who bought u things n cheered u up

at 6:13 AM

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

don't lean on me
i'm also feeling very tired
don't lean on me
i've already given u enough space
don't lean on me
i'm quite stressed out
don't lean on me
i feel kinda awkward
don't lean on me
i think many ppl are looking

OEI AUNTIE! WHY MUST U SLEEP AND PUT YOUR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER??? LOL

at 10:29 PM

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should i be shedding tears of joy for myself, or tears of sorrow for her?

at 10:25 PM

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Release me from this mysterious waiting
The stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.
Believe me that my heart is never-changing
Waiting a thousand years.
You have my promise
Despite many bitter winters, I never let you go.

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it's painful, I won't leave.
Only your tenderness can save me from the endless cold.

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts.
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

We loved each other too much,
That is the source of our pain.
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you."

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts.
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

We never forget our promise.

Only true love follows us as we pass through time.

We can't even say "I love you."

The love we have in our hearts is the only never-changing myth.

at 8:51 PM

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Monday, October 17, 2005

you left me wondering...

at 11:20 PM

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Friday, October 14, 2005

i really like NONO alot!!
i admire him man...
i think i shld learn from him!

NONO..jia you!

at 10:02 PM

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

i think i'm sick.

at 8:31 PM

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

A letter to an old friend

Dear Sriwilai,

How are you doing so far? Surprised to receive a mail from me? Wahaha...don't be, cause this will be the first of many. I am writing to you now because I think we have not been contacting each other for like 6 years. I just had the sudden urge to write to you, and i don'tknow why. I do not know whether this letter of mine would be sent through to you, as i'm not sure whether your address had been changed. I'm just trying my luck here.

I'm doing quite fine in Singapore here, studying in a polytechnic doing a diploma in business management. I'm in my final year now, and now on attachment. Sigh! Which means I'm going to graduate soon and going to serve the nation. It's called National Service, where all able-bodied men in Singapore are required to go through. By the way, are you still schooling at the moment or working already? I haven't seen you for like ages already, and i'm afraid i would have forgotten how you look like. But not to worry, of course i will not forget you. I hope it goes the same for you. Hehe. How are the other friends there? I'm sorry but i had really forgotten their names. But i think one of their names is long fong and some others. Help me to send my regards to them too.

I can still remember the time all the wonderful time we (i) spent in Thailand, and i will never ever forget. Even as i'm writing this, the memories are still vividly in my mind and i could remember all the details. I still remember we built a computer system in your school and taught some of the teachers and students how to operate a computer and gave them lessons on the basic usage of a computer. Although we were guests in your school, but you all treated us more than that. We were more like close friends or acquaintance.

I didn't see you often, but whenever you are around, i can't help but just keep looking at you. Not only am i mesmerised by your beauty; i guess my senior was also attracted to you. But i've done one thing that he doesn't have the chance to; that is to hold your hand. And that was because we were walking along a hilly path and was quite slippery. You held on to my hand for fear of slipping. I was excited/nervous. I think it was the first time i had held a girl's hand (excluding my mother and sister). We interacted, talked, laughed basically everyday. Thanks for all the happy memories; you made my trip more complete.

The one week there was spent very fast. It was nearing time. We sang our last song/cheer. I wished that i could stay longer but couldn't. All of us couldn't bear to leave all of you and the place. All the wonderful friends that we made and the fun we shared. Before we left, you all started crying already. I pulled back my tears, not wanting you all to feel any sadder. By the time our jeep had moved off to a distance, i couldn't control myself any further. A boy's tears were rolling.

I just wanted you to know how i felt during that 6 years ago. Hope to hear from you soon :)

Love,
Colin

at 3:23 PM

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i was bored, thus i did a quiz. it's quite fcuking true. go try it too!! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

my results

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

at 2:14 PM

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